I'M MATURE (Part One)

 Hello Guyz  welcome to my blog. This is not a blog this is my life story, some of you may think why am i telling this story to you   then it is natural for you  to think this, but let's assume that I am writing my life experience. 

    So this story is from December 2020 to February 2022

  when I was a NEET aspirant and in December 2020 I decided to drop one year and prepare for NEET again, I started studying in December 2020 but I fell sick in January 2021, I was sick till May and the exam was on 12th September. So I started studying once again from JUNE but after 5 MONTHS it was becoming difficult to study because after such a long  rest i was unable  to complete such a big Syllubus  in such a short time So I decided to do some  important topics which were easier and had a greater weightage in the exam and started studying. then our relative's son came to stay with me,he was a stranger to me but we got to know each other and then became good friends then during the same period my FIRST LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP broke up, I was eventully depressed, i started behaving  changed .after seeing my strange behavior, Mom and dad were worried what exactly happened to me. My relatives son,who was staying with me one day asked me what exactly happen to me . I told him everything honestly and he understood the situvation . I broke into tears and he felt very bad and advised me to Move on  and I knew it was going to be a hard journey for me to move on .

       Then one day in July my crush called me  was totally surprised , i was fucking happy . than she started calling me daily. She realized i had a big crush on her . but since I was  complete  introvert ,I never spoke about it to her . After this whole scenario , i appeared  to the exam held on 13th september. After the exam  my crush proposed me and it  felt i was dreaming but it was in the real life i accepted her proposal then, the real story start

              life was like on calm ocean and i was floating in it effortlessly . but problems in life are unpredictable as tsunamies. But this time the problem was more bigger than i excepted .

         Now I was in relationship with my crush. She had a bestfriend and they both were very close . As i was her boyfriend she introduced me with her bestfriend . But her behaviour towards me was quite strange and totally unexpected . Do here's a twist , a big twist . Her friend proposed me , but at first I thought it was a prank but she was cheating with her bestfriend . I insited her that this Was wrong . But to keep my relation safe i kept this as a secret . But she turned out to be unfaithful , she lied to my girlfriend that i proposed her , and we had a big argument ending up in a big fight . I tried to tell my girlfriend the truth but she didn't listen to me as she thought her bestfriend was more honest than me . We broke up and ended this relationship . I tried to explain her till the end but she didn't. 

    I tried contacting her but she had blocked me . Now Iwas frustrated and angry at the same time .After some time i stopped contacting her and continued my regular lofe.

        Result of my exam arrived and cause of my bad physical and mental health i was unable to clear the exam ,I was denied admission to mbbs College . Affter the breakup I maneged a few days but after a few months our memories were hurting me and I was again depressing . I decided to clear the exam again this year and with full concentration and joined a crash course in the classes in April .